I am the Rake

I'm excited for the next coupla months.
Some of my fave bandz r "droppin" new LP's (is that how you say it?)

Decemberists
Grizzly Bear
Matt n Kim

eeee! So excitin ya'll.

quarter-rican and are meetin up with a friend and going to house-warming party. It should be kinda fun! right! maybe!

Ya'll I just wish it wasn't so far away (far and away, that's a movie. I think)

I finished the thing I was writing. It's pretty...pretty dumb. But i gave it to some friends so they can read it and judge me.

Once they read it they will knowingly shake their head and make their mental pic of me a lil smaller; sadden by the fact that they now know i'm a lil st00pid


just a lil though. right? I'm just j/k lulzing with ya'll.

It Must Be

Well it's the weekend once again.

I'm plannin on gettin some SUSHI tonight (2knight!) with quarter-rican, bbs, writer, specs and ezaboo.
It's a party!
The whole gang is invited!
Except for you! You are reading this! or maybe not! i dunno!
¡¡¡¡¡exclamation pointz!!!!!

"¡" i like to call those mexclamation points! b/c i like to boil down several different ethno-social people from different countries, social histories and experiences in the U.S. into one simple catogory! (J/K LULZ)


It's grey n snowy out.
:)
;(

It was for Freedom

From myself and from the land.

Ezaboo and I have come back from our mini vay-cay into unreality.
[insert what do you do with a B.A. in ____?]


Like I've sad before it was blurry and thrilling and sad.

I talked to Prof. Moustache and that was weird. He said it was like "I never left" But that is the opposite of the truth. I didn't/don't belong there anymore.

It's one of those thangs that sound supah melodramatic (melodramz) and unrefined and arrogant to think that in the span of one year (ugh actually less than a year ya'll) I could have changed so much or that the school could have changed so much.

so whatevah.

When ezaboo and i stayed with Prof. Fabulous and his hubby at Mr.'s Fabulous awesome house, we ate crazy good southern cooking. and watched the Oscars.
And of course er'body was happy when s. penn got the golden bastard for being MILKed
and I was too and the speech was thoughtful and inspiring since you know the gheyz are people too.
[insert ya milked!]


This year it was like the Tony's (so much singin n dancin) except with more money and probably more viewership....and relevence....
;(

It was nice to be there. But it's nicer to be back, to my own special new nonreality.
[insert we ain't going to the town we're going to the city]

That Means No Where I Come From

After a 2 night stay here at Directorix hezzy (is that right?) ezaboo and I are headed to our former professors (the Mr.'s Fabulous) house to finish up our tour of our old stomping grounds.

Some might even call it our old haunts

spo0o0oky

All Things Go

So far I've had 2 conversations bout blogz.

Takin over the world (taken ovah teh wurld?)

Ezaboo and made a trip to ____inshirehilltownsvilleburg

and it was and has been weird/exhilarating and a lil annoying (just kidding ya'll! <3 ya'll, psych!) walking around and feeling like, feeling like, there is a constant need to move in order to not feel out of place. The more one moves the more things don't get awkward or I don't feel like a geezer. (totez old-timey srsly)

I met up with old friends. I met up with one friend, and it felt so comfortable to be around him and nice and good and a lil spesh(special, abbrevs duh!) That I'm sitting here wasting time writing about some1/one that....

N E WAYZ

This was about to cross over into something this blizzog was neverrrrrr supposed ta be!

So I ate and ate and ate and ate some more (just for a change of pace)
I saw people I don't recognize and instantly loathed their existance and their obliviousness. because i am that much of a jerk. and i saw those that will always remain the same with a shiny veneer of the new and it was beautiful and it was sad and it was infuriating because no one should change.

Even if Barry Bam Bam is Prez change ain't always good
[insert hope is futile]

NERDZ

I'm doin' somethin that only nerdz do:
I'm watchin L O S T
and using my retainer
while having an asthma attack
becuase i'm
worrying about my adult acne
and probably getting and ear infection

other then that
[insert I'M TOTEZ KEWL]


That's all i've got i've been trying to write on my blizzog more since I've taken the cheap gimmick of pictures.

I GOT MY OWN CHEAP GIMMICK YA'LL I DON'T NEED PIX

Everybody's got the Right

Or as I like to say it Er'body's or even Ey'body's or some combination therein most likely adding superfluous z's or x's or BOTH.

see what i did there? Eh? cool.

I'm getting tired of my music and i deserve to be happy with my music that is a priv-nay! A RIGHT that i have.

Yes the new animal collective is off the hook (hizzook?) (i think i actually meant what i wrote when i wrote off the hook.) Something is wrong with my brain wiring. But i want more. more new sounds to invade my earholes. 

NOT 

A

SURPRISE

Well, as I wait, wait for something, wait for the world to end (fingers crossed), wait for spring (the world ending is mostly like happening first) wait for inspiration (don't know what that even means n e moor) wait to hear back, wait for godot, 

I've been writing. A novel about a sad little ferret that gets its wish to be a sad little eagle. Then that sad lil eagle (his name is eagly the exoskeleton, did i mention that the sad lil eagle is inside-out? well he is but that's not why he's sad, so don't even bring it up!) goes on a big adventure! On this adventure he meets (heh meats) many jerks and then with his hollow, boney, inside-out wings he flies to a tree where he wishes that everyday was thanksgiving (he hates turkeys and pigs and cranberries but not yams incidentally) but that wish never comes true. THE END.

I've been doing some thinking, actually i find myself no longer thinkin about anything.

I just want to be thinking

thinking my thoughts. 

that ain't gonna happen.

at least not tonight

maybe not EVER. 

i also just want to dance (gay!)

Ya Burnt!

Day before Valentines day.

[insert VD St.]

get it VD.......venereal disease? 

...

...

THREE DAY WEEKEND

That's all I got ya'll.

I'm gonna be ____ for most of the weekend

It should be totez funnnnnnn

Right? 

But most likely it will just be forgettable (1 way or the other( drinkin jokezzzzz)) and full of fried foods and sadness

(mostly sadness...)

Maybe tonight! what are the chances!?!?

(it's a popular saying; the chances are 1 in 8)

Fuck Valentines Day.

No More Runnin

Can't run can't hide from the waiting. (i dunno what that means ya'll)

[insert things to run from/run to]

It's up to ya'll to decide what to run from/to

all five bit the dust and now we wait.

Another 1 Bites the Dust

well three

well actually four.

since my computer dizzied (that's died)

R.I.P. PowerBook G4

Miss Ya'll

One Down

Four more to go.

It is intense ya'll.  

Instead of watching Super Bowl LLMXXMXLALALALALA

or whatever roman numeral we are at now. 

I'm watching FARGO <3 

[insert i'm a fighter nice nice fighter]

ey'body can suck it.